Blah!!!!

That feeling you sometimes get when things just do not seem to be going your way!  Obviously it’s not to be liked, but at this moment I am stuck in those moments where the fog has not cleared and I can’t figure out the best way to proceed.  So what do you do?  Busy work, clean something – now don’t get me wrong, I really do not have the energy to do mugh BUT if I clean something-anything- something small, I can hopefully keep myself from having too much to overcome later.  So,cleaning off the homework table -check, going through the  pile of mail that is in the car- check, return correspondence via text- check.  Small little things that don’t take long (because let’s face it I can not focus long enough to do something that will take longer than 15 minutes at a time).  Then, focus on the POSITIVE!  I have work (lot’s of work actually)!  I actually love what I do, it is the reason why even when reviews seem only negative or when I am constantly behind schedule because life keeps popping up (sorry right’s holders), or when you feel like you are NEVER going to finish the current project I just keep pushing through.  Not to mention the fact that I seriously get to escape into another world (and depending on the project that statement is very true) when I work.  I get to remember and live in the moment of emotions that real life has left far far away, never to be experienced firstthand again-  a crush, the anticipation of the first kiss, THE first kiss!  Ah, yes- the fact that I can relive those in new and exciting way really makes me smile and I then begin to feel lighter and yes less blah!

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